i've got a tight grip on reality, but i can't let go of what's in front of me here

I have a week until i leave for camp. What does this mean? One week until pure bliss. Anyways, the title of this post is from the song The Only Exception aka my current favorite song. The lyrics are fantastic and it's just an all around good song. I'm currently cuddled up in bed trying to sleep, but something is keeping me awake. I have absolutely no clue what it is. Maybe it's just that I have a lot to do right now. I have work every day at 8 15 am. I have to start packing. I have to buy a banquet dress. I have about 1,000 appointments this week. Whatever. I just was thinking about what this week was like last year. My life was completely different. I was friends with different people. I had different goals. I had all these worries about what high school would be like. It's bizarre how much your life can change in 365 days. I should probably get some sleep. Sorry to those who read this (if any one reads this). I haven't been posting often at all and my posts have been bland and quite meaningless. I'm not sure if it's writers block or maybe I just am starting to feel a tad bit repetitive.
I never really post pictures of things so I decided to start this time.


this is the place of bliss i will be in 7 days.



my girls (:

if i don't post before i leave have an amazing month. i leave july 25 and i'm back august 14.
with love, sydney